THE MYSTERY OF BELIEVING
"And he
said, Who art Thou Lord?" Acts 9:5
By
the miracle of Redemption Saul of Tarsus was turned in one second from a strong-willed, intense Pharisee into a humble, devoted
slave of the Lord Jesus.
There
is nothing miraculous about the things we can explain, consequently it is natural to seek to explain. It is not natural to
obey; nor is it necessarily sinful to disobey. There is moral virtue in obedience unless there is recognition of a higher
authority in the one who dictates. It is possibly an emancipation to the other person if he does not obey. If one man says
to another--'You must,' and 'You shall,' he breaks the human spirit and unfits it for God. A man is a slave for obeying unless
behind his obedience there is a recognition of a holy God. Many a soul beings to come to God when he flings off being religious,
because there is only one Master of the human heart, and that is not religion but Jesus Christ. But woe be to me if when I
see Him I say--I will not. He will never
insist that I do, but I have begun to sign the death warrant of the Son of God in my soul. When I stand face to face with
Jesus Christ and say--I will not, He will never insist; but I am backing away from the power of His Redemption. It is a matter
of indifference to God's grace how abominable I am if I come to the light; but woe to me if I refuse the light (see John 3:19-21).